I am still learning a relationship with the Lord and trust can be a secret hurdle for me. I found God in 2016 at the age of 36. Until then I played His role unknowingly.
I am 42 and without a long term career I enjoy doing. My financial insecurities can stir up and load me with fears. I drive a 20 year old vehicle. My family is of very little support. I am not married and at times I feel so alone in my journey… However God does show up and I am in absolute awe of his miracles. Then I don’t feel so alone. I am hopeful to heal from the depression and sloth I encounter each and everyday to save money and energy for the next day.
I don’t share these struggles much with anyone due to the shame and guilt I feel. Besides it’s a downer subject to discuss with friends who are doing so so well.
I am hopeful to meet my evenly yoked husband. Hopeful for many things in 2023. Please pray over these things & thank you. ❤️

Lord, reveal the work of God the Father to me, my people (Ha-young, Ye-young, Ui-seop, Jung-won, Hye-ok, Yul-bin, Suzy, Eun-tae, In-sook, Im-hak, Tan-ae), and to all who read it and pray, and let us know that the Father is in the Son Jesus and that Jesus is in the Father. The will of the true God, who knows all our needs, transcends our personal will. And that all of us will clearly see the Glory that God the Father gave to the Son because He loved His Son before the foundation of the world. Let Jesus Christ directly reveal the name of God the Father to us and see His glory. I Pray that all our glory be truly dedicated to your Son, Jesus Christ. And that we all shomer mitzvot regarding his commandments (keep his commandments) without failure. May God make possible what is impossible for man.